monday blues..

such a long tyme since i experienced monday blues..

:(

wow! first day of school was a blast! hehehs!
CRM was pretty interesting. the lecturers were even more interesting! ahahah!
laughed non stop since 9am till 2pm. wha! crazy...
plus not forgetting the classmates who made the first day of school so fun! hehehs!

anws. will find tyme to blog properly once again.
so till den. will be short and sweet updates!
:))

continue to pray for uncle benghai!
i will miss hhis teasing and his disturbing!
uncle benghai! get well sooon! please wake up!
will continue to pray for you!!

the last week!
wooots!!!!!
chiong ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

it was great meeting the girls after a long seven weeks of ipp. can u imagine? SEVEN WEEKS LONG of ipp. hehehs! finally we met. thank God for the meeting. it was a night of nonsense la. seriously. when 3 girls meet. what do they do, you tell me? hehes! of cause catching up. we got so much of stories to tell! the night was filled with laughters. and it ended with this funny philippino accent that sue sudddenly thought of. lols. hehehs! so funny. there will be more of this kind of chance girls. hehehs! and i thank God for you girls. hehehs! like i said. when 3 of us find our mr right. hehehs! SIX of us will have our own mini outing. maybe the girls will go shopping while the boys will sit at coffee bean and LIM KOPI! ehhehes! how cool yea. ehhes! may our frenship cont to stay strong and dun forget our pact we made with each other!! hehehs! :) love ya!

so off day was just spent at grandma's place. fininshed my JOY wrksheet alr. fast yea. hahahha! i wannna get it done asap man. i am a kanchiong spider. whatever u call it. hahaha! creating a joy wrksheet was not that easy. i spent last one week pondering and reading the passage that was given to me. asked my dad for help to analyse the passage with me. i think he was shocked. at the same time happy that i consult him in bible stuffs. hehehs.. started to draft out discussion questions on sunday. worked on it again on monday. full force today and poof.. draft one of JOY wrksheet was send to daniel. ehhehs! hopefully he edits and then i can send to uncle manny for more editing. hehehehs! wanna start on ppt and my script on how to explain and share. God stuffs. dun play play man. must do properly and pray. so yupps. cont to pray for me and the JOY wrksheet yea? thanks..
finally had some home cooked food by granny. oh my altho she cooked simple dishes.i missed her food dearly. hhehes! when i left. i think granny was sad. she asked me when am i gonna visit her again. told her when i have off days. but. i must make it a point to stay over one night per week when school starts! must! hhehes.

so yups. this week schedule is ot fixed. will be running everywhere this week till sat.tml will be posted to Hq for some meeting. thurs will be at amk outlet. friday will be at mentsu. and saturday will be at jp roadshow. so yups! thats my schedule for this week. thank god schedule was ok.. casue hmms. supervisor was kind enough to give my sundays off cause they understand that i have to attend church. thanks! seriously. God's promises are so real. believe it or not. but for me, yea. if you honour God.. obey and trust him fully. He will definitely honour u and bless you with his bountiful blessings. and i really thank God for it! hehehs! :)

ps. charlene tan yi jun.. i updated k. dun say i dint update my blog! hehehehs! :)

dinner was GOOOOOD yesterday!
tooo full until i wanna puke on the bus ride.
but nevertheless!
ENJOYED! hehhes!

THANK YOU!! :)

discouraged..
seriously discouraged and hurt..

hmms.
yes indeed.
the ball is on my court.
now i am just looking at it.. scared to go near to it..
but once i get near to it, when i pick it up.
what to do next? lols!

i think the ans is very obvious and simple.
just that..
i have to do it..
JUST DO IT..

hmms. praying for a moment.

:(

switching to full gear this week. ( i hope!)

i neeed more discipline..extra extra strength and wisdom from You, my Lord..

yes, maybe i am mad.
seriously, MAD!

IT IS SO HARD TO BE TRUTHFUL TO HER!

YAY! finally the day arrived! hehehs! this is the day that i think most of us been waiting for.. hehehhes!
NO MORE PROJECTS for this semester! it's OVER! but come to think of it.. the exams are nearing and oh man! its IPP! lols.. praying for a goood place to be attached at.. hmms. i smell something fishy here and there. but oh wells! hahahah! at the beginning, i alr left this matter to GOD. and yea. i know in His time, in His will, i trust in Him that he place me whereveer he wants me to be :)

anws, i wanna thank GOd for this week la. although it was bad! and it sucks to the max. wow! it was really a test. wednesday, it was a sudden feeling that i wanna go prayer meeting. so i asked my dad whether he's going. fyi, i only go prayer if my parents go. hahaha! so yea. i was surprised that i persuaded my dad to go prayer. hehehs! anws. i was glad that i was at prayer.. dn ivan was sharing about giving thanks. giving thanks even when u are in hard and difficult tymes. at tymes, we usually blame GOD for putting us in such situations. we also sometymes doubt GOD. however, there is a purpose for God to put us in such situations. so. whenever we are put in usch situations, never ever forget to praise him. in tymes like that, all the more we shld praise him. give thanks to him. he yearns for praises as offerings! oh my! when i was at prayer. and when i heard this i was like! TSKKKKKKKK! why like that? lols! ahahhaha!!

seriously, this weeek was #@$@#$@$@$@$#%$^%^%$^ terrrible.. so many projects. and the projects grpmates were also.. hmmms! nvm. i ask myself, why put me in such situations? why? what did i do to deserve such grpmates? i dunnno la..i kept asking myself why? why are people like that? i was damn stress! and . yea. this two weeeks, i recall myself praying so many tymes. even in the train, on the way to school, in school or even before and after project datelines! man. it was really terrrible. GOD reallly tested my faith and my faith was tested like mad. seriously madness.! however, yea. i shld thank Him for seeing me thru la.. seriously, i think without him, i will fall. but thank GOd for the promise that.. whenever we are weak, then we are strong! seriously.. thank him for JOY sunday, the lesson on faith, about rehab's faith in josh 2.. and also the tyme to share my experience with my joy grp.. and also people who have beeen praying.. really thank GOD la.. :) cannnot thank him enough..

maybe i would want to end w some prayer requests.. those who are reading. cont to pray! hehehs!! :)
pray that i will continue to thank HIm when i meet w such situations again and exercise the faith i have..
praying for more grace for this whole month..school exams which start on the 14 aug, end 21 aug.. and even worst piano exam on 20 aug!.. lols. yea...
praying that i will cont to entrust in HIM for my IPP posting results which is on 11 august. :)
as for others. cont to pray for my joy grp.. kelly, dorcas, rebekah, dymples, laura and SHARON! that they may cont to grow strong in HIm and seeek his face and his wrd daily. spare thm from tempatations that hey may lead a glorifying life in the sight of the LORd...

hees! think thats about it la. hahaha!
on a lighter note...
am gg seedlings. a short visit to visit my babies.. uddders at west mall for maoshanwang tml..
saturday.. i am gg to uncle murphy's place to visit baby elizabeth!! :) HAHAHAHHAHAHAh!
yups!! :)

tml marks the first day of the study break! :) all the best peeeeeeeeeeeeps!

HAHHA! :)

it was nice catching up with a brother after so long..
there are so many things to talk about.. i know and i know you know i wasn;t the best person to talk to about such stuffs. but hehhes! thank GOD la. i'm sure GOD will one day ans your questions la.. hehehs..
was challenged to read up more and find out more for myself in reading GOD's word. will learn to search teh scriptures and really see for myself what the bible say.. :) this was what i learnt from today's catch up sesssion..
but. cont to pray for the youths in church la. we realise yea. the youths really neeed a lot of prayer. and yea lah. GOD will make a way somehow! :)

so yups! :):) hehehhes!
this week's the last week of school! however..
sp vid presentation on thurs.
IB presentation on thurs!
2 more to go.
and its exams and PIANO EXAMS!
TSKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKk! :(

o wells. i miss seedlings. hahah! gonnna viist those silly little babies before my EXAMS! hehehs! :)
here's my class picture w my babies. i look fat la. but hahah! dun mind. just concentrate on the babies alrights. dun bother of this big baby in yellow! HAHAH :D


my PG class!!
eron, noah ng, caleb, xavier, shermaine, noah ino, yenxiong, kiakeng, george and andrew! :)

coaching? IDOIT!
IB? TSK!

anws, i'm supposed to fininsh up my coaching report now. but i cant resists but updating some stuffs here! hahah!!

my naughty unborn cousin supposed to be out this week. till now? he/ she still dun wana come out. hey! come out la. the world out here is better than u hiding in ur mummy's womb what! hehehes! dun torture your mummy anymore. she is in pain alr. and if u dun come out, your life will be in danger.. hehehs! thank GOD for technology. hehehs! cause if he/ she still dun wanna come out by today! too bad.. hahah.. your mummy will go through caeserian to save your life! cause ur parents love you and we( your family) love you too! waited so long for your arrival! so yups! wanna thank GOD.. ehhehes!! praying for a smooth delivery for both the baby and the mother. and yea. i think everyone is excited whether ya a girl or boy. cause ur parents wanna be in suspense till u come out hehes! :) so boy or girl? i dreamt that the baby was a boy! anws. i always love baby boys la. hehehs! boys are way cuter than girls! hehehes :) soo hehes! secretly i hope ya a boy! :)

and yea.. suddenly wanna thank GOD for a christian sister! hehehes! wanna guess who??? SUSANNE! if ya reading this. i wanna thank GOD for you..thank YOU! hehehs. she be gg dwn tml to visit my new cousin too. hehehehs! my uncle and aunty knows her. hahah! wanted to call you dwn frm the beginning alr. but hahaha! i dunno whether u would wan to come. but i was surprised that you dun mind! hehehs! u are my sister and my fren i tell you. ehhehes! :) really greatful of a christian friend and as well as a sister! hehehes. ( dun ask me why, i wrote this. just was compelled to rite this dwn la. hehehes!)

so.. hmms. back to chionging proj. this proj thing is never gg to end la! tsk. anticipating sleepless nights this week. so yups!

ps.oh yea. did i say i'm gg dwn to mount alvernia to see my new cousin? ehehes! i am excited! super excited!!!! :)

blessed birthday charlene! :)